train from Paris to Munich, to see you darling

Oktoberfest 
Munich, Germany

This trip was a surprise trip for my birthday from my love: Didn't realize he wouldn't be able to join me so I ended up having to wander the romantic streets of Paris / Zurich / Amsterdam alone on my birthday. 

I spent most nights terrified, alone, in beautifully old hotel rooms.. crying.

I met some locals but it definitely was a terrible feeling... like I was just sent off somewhere so he didn't have to deal with me. 

One day, I'd like to go back with someone who loves my company.

Now …I want to be your trail’s end: I beg you to finish in me but you just can’t. 

And frankly, although selfishly, that’s why lately I feel disconnected. 

But hey, baby, you won’t have to say no anymore, 

because I won’t ask anymore.

Sometimes ocean views console broken promises

sometimes they just don’t 

—but they do help as I bob to your wave of requests.